waiting line

In the thoughts that preveal today
the need to be is here to stay
the waiting lines between you and me
are once more fading away

fly the distance if you may
the waiting lines fade away
map it closer to your desires
we were never there to stay

the direction that stands at a tangent
and with me spinning across
and you half the world away
let our constant be the waiting lines
oh, did i say it was fading away?

emptiness

the waiting day
and the changing night
it rained today
but you were nowhere in sight
think of me like u never do
than i might try to remember you

all that surrounds me

sleepless

the sleeplessness of thoughts that is forever circling my dreams
is it the thought of you or the desire of me?
I wait at the edge for the dream to unfold
you stand in the middle and shatter it all

day of...

today i think of what could be...
the things that aren't and the things that shouldn't

i stop in progress and re-evaluate but i wish for all conclusions
things liner on...

the day of though

the world goes round
and in it i am bound
you walk on by
and i jump and shout
you turn away
than i fold to the ground

day one

the start.

i learned that beginning middle and end matters but those were the wasted years in university or only relevant while understanding the narrative structure of linear cinema, to everyday life the rules are different.

this is a thought process, everyday varies from the one before. emotions run deep and high. optimism rules all.

i say there is never am excuses not to be positive.

let the shit begin...